Dlrow Running Backwards

You know there is something really messed up with the world when putting less effort into something gets you better results than working for years and years on it. I study forever for a latin quiz and I practically fail it, but when i don’t sudy i get a grade that is acceptable. Then I had to be all noble and show my teacher a mistake in her gradding that caused her to drop my grade two letters. The whole story is that I am working with a teacher that first of all does not understand how to teach. Instead she merely asks, “Do you understand” untill you finaly say yes to get her to continue trying to teach.

My sister is currently away in Georgia or Florida right now, and this works as a great excuse for my parents to start focussing on using me to do all of the work that they need. I hope she is having a good time there even though she was scared as hell of going. My crazy little brother broke into my room and successfully stole all of my cash, and the only way to get it back is for you to clean his room for him so you can find where he stashed it all.

The world is Crazy as can be and by my standards it is pretty messed up. My parents are just as crazy as ever and now they have decided that since i am showing them how they react that i must be crazy and my view on their actions must be continuously ruined and irrationalized

Rerun

This is like a rerun of my life dealing with my mother.

Yesterday my little brother was prevented from any contact with my psycho mother  (just like I was). My little brother upon hearing this was in hysterics.(just like I was). He now has to make up all of the work that my mother convinced him to ditch to make my dad look bad (just like I had to). He has been ditching school work and bombing his grades because my mom told him to (just like i was told).

So my last day has been watching a rerun of what I went through in sixth grade. My parents have required me not to pick on him, but everyone knows that will never happen. If he gets on my nerves he is still going to be given his just deserts.

Okay now that I have gotten that out of my system lets talk about the uselessness of pain. Our bodies have developed pain to too far of an extent. Pain was initialy a signal that something was wrong in our body and that we need to avoid hurting it more. So far, so good. But our bodies often treat pain as a debilitating factor that can even cause us to pass out. The signal that we nowadays know as pain is an overeaction to a situation and causes much more trouble than it solves. If you think about it, wouldn’t it be better if we just knew what parts to avoid putting under too much stress. I understand that there would be cases where people would ignore that knowlege but the pain factor is just stupid. If you are in pain you avoid that pain to a point where you damage another part of your body and unless you either do nothing long enough for it to heal correctly or you manage it so that you do not cause too much  change because of your pain, you can end up in pain for extended periods of time that can cause injury that is much worse than the original one. So pain the feeling is mostly useless and while the addiction factor is not something you want to end up with it would be much smarter to find a way to block those pain signals rather than try to avoid them. Maybe the issue is with our brains, which are severely overdeveloped, but I will talk about why it is evolutionarily stupid for us to have a mind that deals with so much information.

Corrupting young Children

Today i decided to run the roulette at the Chanukah carnival. This says three things about me. First of all it tells you that i am Jewish. yes i am Jewish and if you suddenly closed my blog because you saw that in my post then you will miss out on the inifinity plus one solution. Second of all it says that i did what the name of the post says “corrupted joung children” i got the most tickets spent at my booth out of the entire carnival. the exact number got lost several times in my attempts to tally the results so the generally accepted value for the amount of tickets i suckered out of people is about 250. This value is most likely completely inaccurate but you try counting those things and not being interupted by one of the kids you got addicted. Lastly my throat is killing me.

Yes I understand that i call my mother mentally disturbed and here I am getting kids addicted to gambling, but you have to understand what i did today to those kids is like a billionth of the evil that my mom practices on a daily basis.

Well i guess i can’t avoid it so i have to explain what infinity plus one equals. Infinity in the numerical form would have to be an endless chain of the highest possible digit in that base. So in base ten, Infinity is an endless chain of nine’s. If you have a chain of nines that are limited and add one you end up with a one trailed by a chain of zeroes. If you have infinity and you add one you end up with an endless chain of zeroes as the one forces each following nine to be a zero and then places a one in the spot ahead to cancel out the next nine. Functionally if you analyze the process you would get a chain of zeroes with the one continuing to cancel the next number to a zero. By this process you would end up with an endless chain of zeroes with that one just ensuring that it continues to cancel out the next nine into a zero and if you have an endless chain of zero’s you end up with zero such as.

  • 000= 0
  • 000000000000=0
  • 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000=0

this fact would make the equation of infinity plus one equal zero.

Something i do not understand the neccessity for pain in the human body but i will leave that for next post.

Hello world!

Well here is my first post, posibly the thing that i will regret writing some day in the future because now i have somewhere to vent everything and i mean everything. just to get you guys thinking(Aka i will answer this and explain it from my view point on my next post) what would infinity plus one assuming that infinity is something that you could express in numerical values.

so where do i start about my life probably about now would be nice.  My life has recently been bombarded by my real mom again. she has no convinced my little brother that my dad is going to kill her and that he has to do whatever she says in order to avoid this. First of all i should explain this mom issue she is a psycho. Unfortunately she is a psycho who knows what she is doing and through her manipulation of her children’s emotions, myself included, has tried to singlehandedly destroy my dad’s life and ensure that he never sees us again. This plan backfired to the point where i refuse to see her at all but who cares. She screwed up my life for her actions. so yeah i think that is a pretty good reason. for me to hate her.

I can’t exactly blame my brother for his actions though. He just is following in my footsteps in being so well manipulated where he will do anything. SUCH AS:

  • Starting a fire in his room. yes a fire i’m just glad that the house did not burn down if that happened you probably wouldn’t hear about it anyway
  • stabbing his pillow. no sense in this as long as he wanted to sleep in his bed, but i don’t think he does that often because he wets his bed at 11. yep you heard me right 11 a ten plus a one, this child really should have fixed this back in kindergarden but there is only so much that you can do to stop him when he wakes up stands up and then willingly pisses on his bed.
  • He likes to hurt people when they stop him from watching Tv. seriously Tv is like his life source and he has been banned from it for the last several months and then attacks the person that catches him watching it.
  • He failed willingly and cannot get himself expelled. this one makes little or no sense at all. he first of all successfully got into a gifted school like me and now he is trying to fail out of it, which now is imposible unless my parents let him leave. So now he makes the biggest attempt of all time to try to get all of these privileges, such as tv, while still failing.

So that is the odd side of my life or at least the part that i can tell you without spending an infinite amount of time on this post

The thing that i do like about my life is the laptop that i finally got after two and a half months.  it is awesome i love it and i would call it squishy if it wasn’t for the fact that it is quite solid and if i squished any part of it, it would probably stop working and that would be a horrible thing because you would stop getting updates to this blog. Unfortunately i can’t play any games yet but once i show my dad some decent grades i’ll be home free.

For now that is my life, I just have to warn you that this is only valid for about a milisecond before my life is completely changed again

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